i just want my newsweek subscription idk maybe i dont know i feel pretty low
not even my stupid friends no body will understand im so painful right now……….im o in pain but i know obviously why try that tomorrow
no one will continue to care
i will be sad tomorrow
and minnie will talk to christie and christie to lizzie and everybody will not care and care about their own lives and ill just continue to feel painful
and i guess thats just it a continuous struggle some times and it sucks but what can you do
what can i do?.
May 30, 2012
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i sat next to john cena on a plane to toronto once
he’s like 4’8” and surly as hell
I think chronic desires kinda stupidity idk. Maybe just the thought of Benny unfollowinge makes me more prone to be angry at him in real life. Probably. Nothing is going my way. I hate…. High school now
wow i just made a retarded post … the last couple posts
ugh just shut up me
people dont matter and are just stupid so forget it. forget it all.b
its like being an uninhibited person with no feelings and a lot of anger which feels the BEST
i just want to punch EVERYONE i wasbaout to write stabbed, but stabbed is sooo extreme, no one wants to stab everyone :( that would suck
if i posted nudes and they happened to look good and get attention
what the hell i would post more too, i mean what the hell
whats wrong with that whats wrong with wanting attention i like compliments too… htere is no reason that ppl should even be angry wow the only possible explanation is that age old sassy reply to every single *hater* of the early 2000’s…. u jealous
my private blog is my favorite thing ever
i dont want to sleep
bcuz it makes me want to cry
bcuz tomorrow i will changing my future
indefinitely
and it makes me want to cry
so i dont want to sleep and i dont want to see the future …….
what the stupid hell who even cares if a person wants attention or not in the first place??? why do u even care that they want attention? why u paying attention to them wanting attention wow retarded waste of time, ppl out there winning the nobel peace prize and taking home millions of dollars and taxpayer dollars under your stupid skinny chin and you out here worrying about why people who want attention want attention wow who the hell cares you care
man i used to try to be the friendly blogger who does not have any conflicts or problems and never gets annoyed by the syntax and word usage/order of other bloggers but that impossible i have too many times in my life where i have held back furrowing my eyebrows and THATS ENOUGH FOR ONCE man
